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Part 4
“Hey
Serena, how was your weekend?” Amy asked, joining her friend in her walk
down the school hallways. Serena hugged her books close to her chest and
her eyes seemed focused on nothing.
“It
was fine,” Serena replied with no enthusiasm.
“You
guys went up to the mountains right?”
“Yup.”
Amy
was beginning to worry at this point. Serena was not only early rather
than just making it on time as she usually did, something Amy hadn’t bothered
to point out, she wasn’t her usually happy self.
“Serena
is something wrong?” Serena had come into school prepared to have everyone
know she was in a bad mood. She was reconsidering that right now. She couldn’t
afford to have everyone questioning her mood, knowing that for every question
she would be forced to lie. She just might eventually break down and admit
to what had happened between her and Darien and that was something she
would never wanted anyone to know. That would remain between her and Darien,
always.
She
took a deep breath and decided to behave as normal as possible.
“No,
I’m fine. Just a little tired I guess.” That really was no lie. She was
a bit tired. She smiled brilliantly. “So, did I miss anything this weekend?”
“You
know something Serena,” Lita said as she, Amy and Serena walked down the
street towards Arcade after school, “You haven’t been here for a long while.
“Yes,”
Amy agreed. “Don’t tell me you’ve gotten tired of playing video games?”
“Of
course not Amy! As if that’s possible. I can’t wait to play the Sailor
V game again.” She had successfully avoided answering the question as to
why she’d been avoiding this place.
“Well
did you know, Andrew installed a new game? Its way better than the Sailor
V game!” Lita exclaimed. “It’s a two player. Darien and Andrew went head
to head on it last week. Naturally Darien kicked Andrews ass.”
“There
is nothing natural about that,” Serena sneered.
“Oh
come on Serena,” Lita began, “even you have to admit that Darien is an
excellent fighter.
“As
compared to whom? Joxer the Mighty?” (If you’ve ever seen Xena you’ll understand
what I’m talking about.) Amy and Lita giggled at Serena’s comparison.
For
the first time Serena felt justified in her verbal abuse of Darien’s character.
She felt justifiably bitter over her situation and felt a certain in release
in returning to the insulting comments she usually made about him.It
had been a while since she’d even spoke out loud to or about Darien and
she had every intention of returning to some semblance of normality. She
would not let him change the direction of her life no matter how much it
hurt.
Darien
knew she would arrive soon. He was still contemplating whether to leave
and avoid putting on display for their friends of whatever tension and
discomfort lay between them. He found himself anxiously sitting, waiting,
and drinking his mocha cappuccino sporadically.
“What’s
the matter with you?” Andrew asked, watching Darien space out, wipe his
sweaty palms on his pants and now and again glance at his watch. “You have
a date or something? You need to stop drinking that coffee.”
“Huh?”
“Darien!”
Andrew snapped. “What the hell is wrong with you? You’ve been spacing out
since you got here. Did you even hear what I said before?”
“No,
sorry, Drew. I just have some stuff on my mind.”
“Mind
sharing?” Andrew asked, curious as to what could have unsettled the man
who didn’t even shrink in the face of Serena’s scathing insults.
Darien
considered for a moment, sharing his secret with Andrew but decided against
it. Until he spoke to Serena, his secret would remain just that.
“Actually,
Drew, this one’s going to have to wait.” Andrew raised an eyebrow his curiosity
piqued. He accepted Darien’s choice although he was somewhat insulted that
Darien didn’t feel comfortable talking to him about whatever was bothering
him.
Andrew
was suddenly distracted by the opening of the doors.In
came three familiar teenage girls. They immediately came over to the counter
where Darien and Andrew were conversing.
“Hello
girls,” Andrew greeted. “Long time no see, Serena.”
They
all greeted Andrew and Darien. That is, Amy and Lita greeted Darien. Serena
just ignored his presence all together without even a stray glance in his
direction.
“I’ve
been kind of busy lately, not much time to hang out you know.” Serena said
brightly. “But I think I’ll be around more now.”
“That’s
great!” Andrew exclaimed in his usually cheerful tone. “Now that you’re
back, I take it you’ll be having your usual?”
“Of
course!” Serena said gleefully.
“One
double chocolate milk shake coming right up!”
Darien
hadn’t realized how strange the sight of her would make him feel. As she
had walked through the door, with her pigtails flying behind her he had
suddenly had a flash of her screaming in ecstasy beneath him. The vision
had made him even more flustered than he had been. He had been surprised
and disappointed when she hadn’t even glanced his way or uttered a single
word of acknowledgement. He had to force himself not to stare at her as
she chattered away with Andrew.
“So
how was your weekend girls?” Darien asked. Mina and Lita turned to answer
him, but Serena merely continued sipping the milkshake Andrew had placed
before her.
“We
didn’t do much this weekend,” Lita began. We had a sleepover but it wasn’t
much fun without Serena there. “She had to spend quality family time,”
Lita said teasingly, smiling at Serena. Serena rolled her eyes.
“You
never told me what you guys did at your cabin in the mountains.” Amy said.
Serena
thought about whether or not she should mention that where she’d spent
her weekend with Darien sitting right there. She had to admit she would
love to see the look on his face when he realized how close to each other
they’d been this weekend. Would there be any reaction at all? If he considered
what had occurred between them to be of little consequence, as she believed
he did, then he shouldn’t care at all.
“Actually,
when we got there we discovered that a freak storm kind of wrecked the
place. We had to spend the weekend at the Greenwood Lodge.” She looked
directly at Darien waiting to see how he’d react.
Darien’s
eyes widened in surprise. How could she have been there? Wouldn’t he have
seen her?
“Actually
I saw Darien there.”
“You
did?” Amy and Lita asked at once.
“Yeah,”
Serena replied still looking at Darien. “It seems he’s not such a loser
after all. He had a date! And a pretty hot one too.” Serena refused to
show any emotion. She returned to sipping her milkshake.
The
girls turned to look at Darien with raised eyebrows.
“My
date?!” Darien asked confused as to whom Serena was referring.
“Yeah,”
Serena said brightly as if none of this mattered to her. “You couldn’t
possibly have that many so you should remember this one. “You know, tall,
blonde, cleavage.” You do remember right? Or has your brain finally turned
to the mush I always assumed it to be?”
Darien
suddenly realized whom she was talking about. What he didn’t understand
was why she was behaving as though none of this mattered at all and as
though everything was as it had always been.
“I
see,” he said. “I suppose I could see how you could mistake my step-mother
to be for my date. She’s certainly young enough.”
Serena
almost choked on her milkshake.
“Your
step-mother!” Lita and Amy squealed.
“Not
yet, and not if I can help it,” Darien said. He looked at Serena curiously.
Was he imagining things or could she have been a little jealous?
Serena
was suddenly very embarrassed. She had jumped to conclusions and now she
was sitting here not quite knowing what to do. She had cried about this!
She suddenly felt absolutely embarrassed. She felt the sudden urge to run
back home and hide her face under her pillow.
“Um,
guys,” Serena began suddenly and nervously, “I just remembered I forgot
my mother wanted me to do something for her right after school. I have
to go. See ya later!”
She
grabbed her bags and raced out of the arcade. Darien stared at her back
curiously, along with all the others.
“What
the hell was that?” Lita asked.
“It’s
not that strange,” Andrew said. “This is Serena after all."
Where
did things go from here? Knowing that the beautiful woman she had assumed
to be his date had been his father’s fiancée, did not change anything
between them. They still had not discussed how or if their relationship
to change.
She
knew they’d have to talk at some point, and having seen him today she was
curious as to know what would happen. Would things just continue as though
nothing had happened? Was he interested in her at all?
She
realized she needed to ask the same question of herself. Did she really
want
to be in a relationship with Darien? Just a few weeks ago she
had been so sure she hated him but now she wasn’t so sure.
When
they’d made love she’d felt so complete. In those moments she had been
one with him and for a moment and had known him more completely than she’d
known anyone. In those moments she had felt something she’d never felt
before. They had bared themselves to each other in every sense of the word.
For
the first time since she’d known him, Serena was willing to admit that
everything she had assumed about him had been completely false. Whenever
she made an effort to remember the feelings she had sensed from him, she
easily saw that he was not the conceited, self-absorbed, jerk she had made
him out to be. He was actually intelligent, honest, and in so many ways
very vulnerable.
She
realized that she was shying away from talking to him because she really
did want him in her life. If he rejected her she would be even more miserable
than she had been during the time she thought he had found someone else.
She couldn’t bear to be rejected by a man she’d declared her mortal enemy;
that would be too embarrassing.
Serena
spent more time thinking about it before finally deciding that if he said
yes then the risk of embarrassment would be well worth it. After all it
would only be between them. Her friends, hopefully, would never know if
things went wrong. If something did happen between them however, her friends
would be beyond shock. Raye might hate her for a while but she’d get over
it.
Serena
glanced at the cat shaped clock on her nightstand. It was still relatively
early. She wondered if Darien was home as yet. She wanted to talk to him
as soon as she could. In the time she had been thinking she had built up
her anticipation. She wanted to know how he felt about her and she didn’t
want to wait to do it.
She
changed from her uniform to a comfortable casual white summer dress and
sandals. She had to admit she wanted to look good when she talked to him.
She began pulling and tossing the pins from her long hair, letting the
long gently curling tresses down from the two buns atop her head. She brushed
hair and put only half of it up in her usual ‘meatballs’ as Darien called
them. The other half hung loosely falling freely to her calves.
She
ran down stairs, to discover that her mother was still not home from whatever
it was she did with her friends. Her brother was undoubtedly at Kenny’s
a friend of his from school and her father would, as usual be working late.
She was free to go without being grilled.
Mina
and Raye were helping Lita bake at Lita’s tiny apartment. The truth of
the matter was Lita was baking, Mina was waiting and making an enormous
mess and Raye was playing with matches.
“Why
aren’t Amy and Serena here?” Raye asked, lighting a match and watching
it burn down almost to her fingertips before blowing it out.
“Yes
I know,” Mina agreed attempting to wipe flour off the end of her nose but
succeeded only in adding more. ”I feel like I haven’t seen Serena in ages.
Where has she been?”
“I
guess you two haven’t seen her for a while since we haven’t had any meetings
lately,” Lita said. “I guess those stupid youma can take a hint after all.
Anyway I don’t know where; she didn’t really say. Today she just took off
all of a sudden. As for Amy she is where she always is; in the library
studying away for an exam she doesn’t have for another two weeks.”
“She
just took off?” Raye asked surprised. “Didn’t you tell her we were baking?”
“Never
got the chance,” Lita replied. “One minute Darien was telling us about
his step-mother to be, who incidentally was mistaken by Serena for his
date when she was up at the Greenwood Lodge this weekend, and the next
she suddenly remembered something she had to do for her mother and was
out of there like lightening.” Mina and Raye were staring at her intently.
“I
guess I have a little bit of a story to tell don’t I?”
By
the time Lita was done with her story, Mina was halfway done with the cookies.
The girls were on their way out of her apartment and to the comfort on
their own homes when Lita stopped Mina.
“I
almost forgot,” she said suddenly. “Mina could you drop of the double chocolate
chip cookies at Darien’s on your way home? He made me promise to give him
some this time.”
“Sure
Lita!” Mina said cheerfully. “He is so obsessed with chocolate!”The
girls left, Raye and Mina taking their separate routes.
Serena
took a deep breath to abate the nervous feeling in the pit of her stomach,
as she stood in front of Darien’s apartment door preparing to ring his
bell. What if he wasn’t here? What if he was? What did she say first?
She
raised her hand and pressed the small button beside his door. She heard
the muffled ringing sound inside the apartment. She waited a while but
got no response. She rang again and waited, still nothing. She considered
leaving but decided to ring one more time. Once again there was no response.
She turned to leave here heart sinking with the weight of her disappointment.
Suddenly
she heard the door opening and did a quick turn to face Darien. She let
out a small gasp and her cheeks reddened as she realized he was wet and
wearing nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist. She could see that
he was extremely surprised to see her.
“Serena!”
Darien gasped. She was certainly not the person he had expected to see.
He especially didn’t expect to see her like this. She looked angelic. He
had never seen her like this, or if he had he had been too concentrated
on not liking her to notice.
Her
golden curls hung loose around her bare shoulders. She wore a white embroidered,
thin-strapped, short, summer dress. The white was a beautiful contrast
to her lightly tanned skin and brilliant blue eyes. In short, she looked
absolutely beautiful.
Serena
found herself fascinated with Darien’s muscled skin. It’s smoothness emphasized
by the droplets of water still running over it. His hair was a wet mess
than made him look adorable.
“I’m
sorry,” Serena apologized. “I didn’t mean to interrupt your shower.”
It
was like a strange dream that she spoke so softly and gently to him of
all people. He couldn’t recall ever hearing nice things coming from her
lips directed at him. It was refreshing.
“It’s
ok,” Darien reassured her, smiling. “Why don’t you come in.”? He stepped
aside to allow her entrance.
Serena
couldn’t ever remember Darien smiling at her, a real smile that is; not
one of the mocking ones or smirks he usually reserved for her. He had a
spectacular smile. It felt wonderful to have it directed at her for the
first time.
As
she stepped past him, her shoulder brushed against his bare chest. The
sensation sent tingles down her spine. She desperately needed to get a
hold of herself.
Serena
glanced around Darien’s luxurious apartment. Unlike the other girls who
stopped by on a regular basis, this was Serena’s first visit. She was very
impressed. It was neat and well-decorated, not to mention enormous.
An
entire wall of his living room was glass and had an amazing view of the
city. Everything else was painstakingly decorated in a rather minimalist
combination of black, white, and blue. He had few personal effects about
besides a three-color abstract painting against one wall and a glass sculpture
beside his black leather couch.
“It’s
beautiful,” Serena whispered. She did a quick turn, not realizing how close
behind her he was, and found herself up close and personal with the niche
of his neck. She blushed and took a step back.
“What
is?” Darien asked quietly, disappointed that she had stepped away from
him.
“Your
apartment,” Serena replied.
“Oh.
Thanks.”
“Would
you like anything to drink, eat?” Darien asked. He wasn’t quite sure how
to handle her being there.
“No
thanks. You probably want to get dressed anyway right?”
“Uh,
yeah,” Darien answered grinning. He had completely forgotten that he was
half naked.
Serena
didn’t really want him to get dressed. She knew however, that she would
have a hard time having a serious conversation with him standing there
half naked. It would be far too distracting.
When
Darien came out he was wearing a black pants and a dark blue shirt. Serena
stared at him for a moment unsure as to where she should begin.
“Darien,”
She began, “I…” She froze. She’d walked all the way to his place and she
found herself unable to say anything.
“I
can’t…” She began again but was too embarrassed to continue. She turned
around and headed for the door rather quickly. She felt like a coward and
a loser. She’d come here with so much purpose and expectations and yet
she could find nothing to say.
As
her hand reached for the doorknob she felt his large hands grab her arm
and her small waist and pull her to him.
“Don’t
go,” he whispered. She found herself staring in his eyes as he held her
close to him. They stood like that for a while.
Darien
wasn’t quite sure what he was doing. He hadn’t expected her to come to
him but now that she was here he knew that he didn’t want her to go. He
felt overcome by her beauty, and her innocence. He was intensely aware
of how close they were as well as how badly he wanted to kiss her.
Just
looking at her lips he could already feel their softness. There was no
denying how much he wanted her. It was a feeling that he didn’t really
understand. What had turned his intense dislike for her into this unequivocal
lust? He couldn’t seem to help wanting to touch her, kiss every inch of
her perfect body, and make love to her endlessly.
Serena
had never been so tremendously aware of anyone before, physically or emotionally.
She had come here to discuss their relationship, but talking was currently
the furthest thing from her mind. She knew she wanted him and it was all
she wanted.
Darien
wrapped his fingers in her silky curls and brought his lips down passionately
on hers. He traced her lips with his tongue, suggesting to her that she
open her mouth to his explorations, which she did readily. Their tongues
danced together as their idle hands found work exploring each other’s bodies.
Unable
to wait much longer, and foreseeing the outcome of their explorations,
he lifted her off her feet and brought her into his bedroom. He placed
her gently on his bed and removed the shirt he had put on just moments
before. He helped her unzip her dress and removed her underwear, tossing
the clothing aside harshly as though their very presence offended him.
Once again she lay naked beneath him, her hair spread beneath her as though
each strand had been perfectly placed for his viewing pleasure.
This
time around, as he settled over her, he took the time to explore every
crevice of her curvy figure. He kissed the curve of her neck, feeling her
pulse beating fast against his lips, caressed her perfect breasts with
his mouth and hands, and made his way down to the mysteries below her flat
stomach.
Serena
gasped as she felt his mouth against her, his expert tongue tasting and
caressing her womanhood. The feelings of pleasure were so intense as to
be completely overwhelming. She wrapped her fingers in his wet hair, pressing
him to her. Darien enjoyed the undeniably sensuous taste of her on his
tongue. He felt her suddenly go still as she came against his mouth.
He
settled his body over hers once again, slowly pushing his hard length into
her. Serena wrapped her long legs around his hips bringing him deeper inside
her. Together they built up a rhythm, intensifying in pleasure as he moved
within her.
They
were both too busy enjoying the pleasures of each other’s bodies to hear
the doorbell ring. Mina, realizing the door had been unsafely left open
stepped inside, Darien’s apartment. She looked around curiously seeing
no one.
She
heard strange sounds coming from Darien’s bedroom and prepared herself
for the possibility of an intruder. In one hand she held a bag of cookies
and in the other her transformation wand. She stepped towards Darien’s
bedroom the strange sounds getting louder as she went.
As
Mina came before Darien’s doorway, she heard a woman scream and the muffled
sound of a man’s voice. Her battle honed nerves sent he racing towards
the door. What she saw caused her jaws to drop in shock.
A
man, she instantly recognized as Darien by his hair and build and the fact
that it was his bedroom in his apartment, lay completely nude between the
two long legs of a woman whose face was hidden from her by Darien’s body.
She was completely frozen as she watched Darien, still completely unaware
of her presence, roll off the body of the woman in his bed. As he moved
aside, she first blushed at his nudity before enduring further shock when
she realized that the woman was none other than Serena. She barely prevented
herself from fainting in shock.
“Mina!”
Darien yelled, suddenly aware of her presence in his doorway. He grabbed
a pillow held it in his lap to cover himself. His face instantly turned
a brilliant shade of red.
“Mina!”
Serena suddenly sat up screeching. She tried covering her breasts with
her hands before grabbing one of Darien’s pillows to cover her nude form.
“What
are you doing here?” Darien asked.
“I
uh…” Mina was in still in a state of wide-eyed shock. She stared back and
forth, first at Serena and then at Darien. Weren’t these two the same ones
who were always fighting, sharing bitter insults?How
long had they been together? And so close together at that.
“I
just came to drop these cookies off,” Mina began finding her voice again,
“and you didn’t answer your doorbell but your door was open and I thought
that maybe there was an intruder. I heard weird noises so I came in here
and…”
The
couple on the bed flushed brightly at Mina’s mention of ‘weird noises’.
“How
long have you two been keeping this secret? Are all those fights you have
just staged for our benefit? I can’t wait to tell the girls!” Mina squealed.
“This is the greatest gossip of the century!” She began giggling and chattering
endlessly. “This is soooooo romantic: a secret romance while you pretend
to be enemies!”
Serena
groaned. The last thing she wanted was for everyone to make a big deal
out of this before she and Darien had the opportunity to sort out their
own feelings.
Darien
suddenly realized that he’d once again given into his lust and made love
to the under aged girl again. It wouldn’t do to have Mina telling the world
that she’d caught the two in bed together. Being arrested for statutory
rape was not on his list of things to do in life. In addition, they wouldn’t
exactly have much of a relationship if he were locked away in a prison
cell.
He
conceded that he was being slightly paranoid. It was unlikely that the
fact that he’d made love to Serena would ever find its way to the police
unless of course her parents found out and decided to press charges. Once
again he was seized by the vision of his head on the chopping block while
her father grinned, wielding the axe as though he was born to do it.
“Mina,
please! Is it too much to ask for you to keep this one thing to yourself?”
Darien pleaded with the energetic blonde who seemed on the verge of jumping
for joy.
Mina
suddenly ceased her antics. “You can’t possibly be serious Darien! This
is the biggest news all year! How do you expect me to keep quiet about
this?” Looking intently at her, Darien was almost sure he could see tears
welling up in her big baby blue eyes at the idea that she should keep the
information to herself.
“Mina,”
Serena pleaded. “Can’t you just please not say anything for a while? We
need to work out a few things first.”
Oh
come on you guys, Can’t I tell just one person? Someone, anyone, my cat?”
She pleaded desperately.
“Mina!”
Serena began threatening to whine the girl into submission.” It must have
been the cat thing that upset her. Artemis was an even bigger gossip than
she.
Mina,
seeing the pleading look on Serena’s face and hearing a whine threatening,
finally gave in.
“Oh
alright!” She muttered, sorely disappointed. She finally had gossip worth
telling and she was being denied the opportunity.
“Could
you let us get dressed now?” Darien asked.
Mina
blushed brightly realizing for the first time that she was intruding on
the couple’s privacy. Darien did look rather amusing, naked except for
the pillow between his thighs. Serena was achieved a Venus de Milo effect
with her hands across her breasts, a barely successful venture and her
hair floating around her, and a pillow in her lap.
“Oh,
sorry. I have to go home now anyway.” She rushed out of the room and through
the front door, all the time wondering how Serena and Darien had managed
to keep up the appearance of enmity.
Serena
rolled off the bed and began putting on her clothes as Darien did the same.
When they were finally clothed. Darien simply sat on the bed and looked
at her for a while. She was standing before him, once again dressed in
her white dress. All her hair hung loose around her. For a moment she looked
too much like a little girl.
“We
need to talk.” He said simply.
“I
know,” she said softly.
“I
don’t know what keeps happening between us,” Darien began. “All I know
is I can’t stop wanting you.” He took her hands in his, rubbing her small
soft fingers. “When I make love to you, I know that I feel complete. I
feel as though I’ve known you all my life.”
She
was staring intently at his handsome face and he felt his heart breaking
inside him. “I know that I’m falling in love with you, and I know I can’t
let that happen. We can’t…” He found himself unable to say more.
She
pulled her hands from his as if she’d been bitten. She couldn’t believe
what she was hearing. She had opened herself up to him so completely, preparing
to tell him how she had fallen in love with him. She had wanted to tell
him that she had felt their souls bonding.
Her
eyes welled up with tears and she felt very angry. She refused to let him
see her cry. He was rejecting her after all. She should have known better
than to come here and put so much trust in him as to allow him to make
love to her again.
There
were many things she was tempted to say to him but she knew she wouldn’t
be able to say the words without letting him see her cry and she wouldn’t
give him the satisfaction. She turned on her heels and ran out of the apartment,
slamming the door loudly on her way out.
Darien
sat silently on the bed, angry with himself. Who was he kidding? He asked
himself, as a tear ran down his cheek. He was already in love.
“Hey
Serena, how was your weekend?” Amy asked, joining her friend in her walk
down the school hallways. Serena hugged her books close to her chest and
her eyes seemed focused on nothing.
“It
was fine,” Serena replied with no enthusiasm.
“You
guys went up to the mountains right?”
“Yup.”
Amy
was beginning to worry at this point. Serena was not only early rather
than just making it on time as she usually did, something Amy hadn’t bothered
to point out, she wasn’t her usually happy self.
“Serena
is something wrong?” Serena had come into school prepared to have everyone
know she was in a bad mood. She was reconsidering that right now. She couldn’t
afford to have everyone questioning her mood, knowing that for every question
she would be forced to lie. She just might eventually break down and admit
to what had happened between her and Darien and that was something she
would never wanted anyone to know. That would remain between her and Darien,
always.
She
took a deep breath and decided to behave as normal as possible.
“No,
I’m fine. Just a little tired I guess.” That really was no lie. She was
a bit tired. She smiled brilliantly. “So, did I miss anything this weekend?”
“Yes,”
Amy agreed. “Don’t tell me you’ve gotten tired of playing video games?”
“Of
course not Amy! As if that’s possible. I can’t wait to play the Sailor
V game again.” She had successfully avoided answering the question as to
why she’d been avoiding this place.
“Well
did you know, Andrew installed a new game? Its way better than the Sailor
V game!” Lita exclaimed. “It’s a two player. Darien and Andrew went head
to head on it last week. Naturally Darien kicked Andrews ass.”
“There
is nothing natural about that,” Serena sneered.
“Oh
come on Serena,” Lita began, “even you have to admit that Darien is an
excellent fighter.
“As
compared to whom? Joxer the Mighty?” (If you’ve ever seen Xena you’ll understand
what I’m talking about.) Amy and Lita giggled at Serena’s comparison.
For
the first time Serena felt justified in her verbal abuse of Darien’s character.
She felt justifiably bitter over her situation and felt a certain in release
in returning to the insulting comments she usually made about him.It
had been a while since she’d even spoke out loud to or about Darien and
she had every intention of returning to some semblance of normality. She
would not let him change the direction of her life no matter how much it
hurt.
“What’s
the matter with you?” Andrew asked, watching Darien space out, wipe his
sweaty palms on his pants and now and again glance at his watch. “You have
a date or something? You need to stop drinking that coffee.”
“Huh?”
“Darien!”
Andrew snapped. “What the hell is wrong with you? You’ve been spacing out
since you got here. Did you even hear what I said before?”
“No,
sorry, Drew. I just have some stuff on my mind.”
“Mind
sharing?” Andrew asked, curious as to what could have unsettled the man
who didn’t even shrink in the face of Serena’s scathing insults.
Darien
considered for a moment, sharing his secret with Andrew but decided against
it. Until he spoke to Serena, his secret would remain just that.
“Actually,
Drew, this one’s going to have to wait.” Andrew raised an eyebrow his curiosity
piqued. He accepted Darien’s choice although he was somewhat insulted that
Darien didn’t feel comfortable talking to him about whatever was bothering
him.
Andrew
was suddenly distracted by the opening of the doors.In
came three familiar teenage girls. They immediately came over to the counter
where Darien and Andrew were conversing.
“Hello
girls,” Andrew greeted. “Long time no see, Serena.”
They
all greeted Andrew and Darien. That is, Amy and Lita greeted Darien. Serena
just ignored his presence all together without even a stray glance in his
direction.
“I’ve
been kind of busy lately, not much time to hang out you know.” Serena said
brightly. “But I think I’ll be around more now.”
“That’s
great!” Andrew exclaimed in his usually cheerful tone. “Now that you’re
back, I take it you’ll be having your usual?”
“Of
course!” Serena said gleefully.
“One
double chocolate milk shake coming right up!”
Darien
hadn’t realized how strange the sight of her would make him feel. As she
had walked through the door, with her pigtails flying behind her he had
suddenly had a flash of her screaming in ecstasy beneath him. The vision
had made him even more flustered than he had been. He had been surprised
and disappointed when she hadn’t even glanced his way or uttered a single
word of acknowledgement. He had to force himself not to stare at her as
she chattered away with Andrew.
“So
how was your weekend girls?” Darien asked. Mina and Lita turned to answer
him, but Serena merely continued sipping the milkshake Andrew had placed
before her.
“We
didn’t do much this weekend,” Lita began. We had a sleepover but it wasn’t
much fun without Serena there. “She had to spend quality family time,”
Lita said teasingly, smiling at Serena. Serena rolled her eyes.
“You
never told me what you guys did at your cabin in the mountains.” Amy said.
Serena
thought about whether or not she should mention that where she’d spent
her weekend with Darien sitting right there. She had to admit she would
love to see the look on his face when he realized how close to each other
they’d been this weekend. Would there be any reaction at all? If he considered
what had occurred between them to be of little consequence, as she believed
he did, then he shouldn’t care at all.
“Actually,
when we got there we discovered that a freak storm kind of wrecked the
place. We had to spend the weekend at the Greenwood Lodge.” She looked
directly at Darien waiting to see how he’d react.
Darien’s
eyes widened in surprise. How could she have been there? Wouldn’t he have
seen her?
“Actually
I saw Darien there.”
“You
did?” Amy and Lita asked at once.
“Yeah,”
Serena replied still looking at Darien. “It seems he’s not such a loser
after all. He had a date! And a pretty hot one too.” Serena refused to
show any emotion. She returned to sipping her milkshake.
The
girls turned to look at Darien with raised eyebrows.
“My
date?!” Darien asked confused as to whom Serena was referring.
“Yeah,”
Serena said brightly as if none of this mattered to her. “You couldn’t
possibly have that many so you should remember this one. “You know, tall,
blonde, cleavage.” You do remember right? Or has your brain finally turned
to the mush I always assumed it to be?”
Darien
suddenly realized whom she was talking about. What he didn’t understand
was why she was behaving as though none of this mattered at all and as
though everything was as it had always been.
“I
see,” he said. “I suppose I could see how you could mistake my step-mother
to be for my date. She’s certainly young enough.”
Serena
almost choked on her milkshake.
“Your
step-mother!” Lita and Amy squealed.
“Not
yet, and not if I can help it,” Darien said. He looked at Serena curiously.
Was he imagining things or could she have been a little jealous?
Serena
was suddenly very embarrassed. She had jumped to conclusions and now she
was sitting here not quite knowing what to do. She had cried about this!
She suddenly felt absolutely embarrassed. She felt the sudden urge to run
back home and hide her face under her pillow.
“Um,
guys,” Serena began suddenly and nervously, “I just remembered I forgot
my mother wanted me to do something for her right after school. I have
to go. See ya later!”
She
grabbed her bags and raced out of the arcade. Darien stared at her back
curiously, along with all the others.
“What
the hell was that?” Lita asked.
“It’s
not that strange,” Andrew said. “This is Serena after all."
Serena
sank her face into the pillow. She was silently considering what she would
do from this point on. She couldn’t possibly avoid him for the rest of
the week.
Where
did things go from here? Knowing that the beautiful woman she had assumed
to be his date had been his father’s fiancée, did not change anything
between them. They still had not discussed how or if their relationship
to change.
She
knew they’d have to talk at some point, and having seen him today she was
curious as to know what would happen. Would things just continue as though
nothing had happened? Was he interested in her at all?
She
realized she needed to ask the same question of herself. Did she really
want
to be in a relationship with Darien? Just a few weeks ago she
had been so sure she hated him but now she wasn’t so sure.
When
they’d made love she’d felt so complete. In those moments she had been
one with him and for a moment and had known him more completely than she’d
known anyone. In those moments she had felt something she’d never felt
before. They had bared themselves to each other in every sense of the word.
For
the first time since she’d known him, Serena was willing to admit that
everything she had assumed about him had been completely false. Whenever
she made an effort to remember the feelings she had sensed from him, she
easily saw that he was not the conceited, self-absorbed, jerk she had made
him out to be. He was actually intelligent, honest, and in so many ways
very vulnerable.
She
realized that she was shying away from talking to him because she really
did want him in her life. If he rejected her she would be even more miserable
than she had been during the time she thought he had found someone else.
She couldn’t bear to be rejected by a man she’d declared her mortal enemy;
that would be too embarrassing.
Serena
spent more time thinking about it before finally deciding that if he said
yes then the risk of embarrassment would be well worth it. After all it
would only be between them. Her friends, hopefully, would never know if
things went wrong. If something did happen between them however, her friends
would be beyond shock. Raye might hate her for a while but she’d get over
it.
Serena
glanced at the cat shaped clock on her nightstand. It was still relatively
early. She wondered if Darien was home as yet. She wanted to talk to him
as soon as she could. In the time she had been thinking she had built up
her anticipation. She wanted to know how he felt about her and she didn’t
want to wait to do it.
She
changed from her uniform to a comfortable casual white summer dress and
sandals. She had to admit she wanted to look good when she talked to him.
She began pulling and tossing the pins from her long hair, letting the
long gently curling tresses down from the two buns atop her head. She brushed
hair and put only half of it up in her usual ‘meatballs’ as Darien called
them. The other half hung loosely falling freely to her calves.
She
ran down stairs, to discover that her mother was still not home from whatever
it was she did with her friends. Her brother was undoubtedly at Kenny’s
a friend of his from school and her father would, as usual be working late.
She was free to go without being grilled.
Mina
and Raye were helping Lita bake at Lita’s tiny apartment. The truth of
the matter was Lita was baking, Mina was waiting and making an enormous
mess and Raye was playing with matches.
“Why
aren’t Amy and Serena here?” Raye asked, lighting a match and watching
it burn down almost to her fingertips before blowing it out.
“Yes
I know,” Mina agreed attempting to wipe flour off the end of her nose but
succeeded only in adding more. ”I feel like I haven’t seen Serena in ages.
Where has she been?”
“I
guess you two haven’t seen her for a while since we haven’t had any meetings
lately,” Lita said. “I guess those stupid youma can take a hint after all.
Anyway I don’t know where; she didn’t really say. Today she just took off
all of a sudden. As for Amy she is where she always is; in the library
studying away for an exam she doesn’t have for another two weeks.”
“She
just took off?” Raye asked surprised. “Didn’t you tell her we were baking?”
“Never
got the chance,” Lita replied. “One minute Darien was telling us about
his step-mother to be, who incidentally was mistaken by Serena for his
date when she was up at the Greenwood Lodge this weekend, and the next
she suddenly remembered something she had to do for her mother and was
out of there like lightening.” Mina and Raye were staring at her intently.
“I
guess I have a little bit of a story to tell don’t I?”
By
the time Lita was done with her story, Mina was halfway done with the cookies.
The girls were on their way out of her apartment and to the comfort on
their own homes when Lita stopped Mina.
“I
almost forgot,” she said suddenly. “Mina could you drop of the double chocolate
chip cookies at Darien’s on your way home? He made me promise to give him
some this time.”
“Sure
Lita!” Mina said cheerfully. “He is so obsessed with chocolate!”The
girls left, Raye and Mina taking their separate routes.
Serena
took a deep breath to abate the nervous feeling in the pit of her stomach,
as she stood in front of Darien’s apartment door preparing to ring his
bell. What if he wasn’t here? What if he was? What did she say first?
She
raised her hand and pressed the small button beside his door. She heard
the muffled ringing sound inside the apartment. She waited a while but
got no response. She rang again and waited, still nothing. She considered
leaving but decided to ring one more time. Once again there was no response.
She turned to leave here heart sinking with the weight of her disappointment.
Suddenly
she heard the door opening and did a quick turn to face Darien. She let
out a small gasp and her cheeks reddened as she realized he was wet and
wearing nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist. She could see that
he was extremely surprised to see her.
“Serena!”
Darien gasped. She was certainly not the person he had expected to see.
He especially didn’t expect to see her like this. She looked angelic. He
had never seen her like this, or if he had he had been too concentrated
on not liking her to notice.
Her
golden curls hung loose around her bare shoulders. She wore a white embroidered,
thin-strapped, short, summer dress. The white was a beautiful contrast
to her lightly tanned skin and brilliant blue eyes. In short, she looked
absolutely beautiful.
Serena
found herself fascinated with Darien’s muscled skin. It’s smoothness emphasized
by the droplets of water still running over it. His hair was a wet mess
than made him look adorable.
“I’m
sorry,” Serena apologized. “I didn’t mean to interrupt your shower.”
It
was like a strange dream that she spoke so softly and gently to him of
all people. He couldn’t recall ever hearing nice things coming from her
lips directed at him. It was refreshing.
“It’s
ok,” Darien reassured her, smiling. “Why don’t you come in.”? He stepped
aside to allow her entrance.
Serena
couldn’t ever remember Darien smiling at her, a real smile that is; not
one of the mocking ones or smirks he usually reserved for her. He had a
spectacular smile. It felt wonderful to have it directed at her for the
first time.
As
she stepped past him, her shoulder brushed against his bare chest. The
sensation sent tingles down her spine. She desperately needed to get a
hold of herself.
Serena
glanced around Darien’s luxurious apartment. Unlike the other girls who
stopped by on a regular basis, this was Serena’s first visit. She was very
impressed. It was neat and well-decorated, not to mention enormous.
An
entire wall of his living room was glass and had an amazing view of the
city. Everything else was painstakingly decorated in a rather minimalist
combination of black, white, and blue. He had few personal effects about
besides a three-color abstract painting against one wall and a glass sculpture
beside his black leather couch.
“It’s
beautiful,” Serena whispered. She did a quick turn, not realizing how close
behind her he was, and found herself up close and personal with the niche
of his neck. She blushed and took a step back.
“What
is?” Darien asked quietly, disappointed that she had stepped away from
him.
“Your
apartment,” Serena replied.
“Oh.
Thanks.”
“Would
you like anything to drink, eat?” Darien asked. He wasn’t quite sure how
to handle her being there.
“No
thanks. You probably want to get dressed anyway right?”
“Uh,
yeah,” Darien answered grinning. He had completely forgotten that he was
half naked.
Serena
didn’t really want him to get dressed. She knew however, that she would
have a hard time having a serious conversation with him standing there
half naked. It would be far too distracting.
When
Darien came out he was wearing a black pants and a dark blue shirt. Serena
stared at him for a moment unsure as to where she should begin.
“Darien,”
She began, “I…” She froze. She’d walked all the way to his place and she
found herself unable to say anything.
“I
can’t…” She began again but was too embarrassed to continue. She turned
around and headed for the door rather quickly. She felt like a coward and
a loser. She’d come here with so much purpose and expectations and yet
she could find nothing to say.
As
her hand reached for the doorknob she felt his large hands grab her arm
and her small waist and pull her to him.
“Don’t
go,” he whispered. She found herself staring in his eyes as he held her
close to him. They stood like that for a while.
Darien
wasn’t quite sure what he was doing. He hadn’t expected her to come to
him but now that she was here he knew that he didn’t want her to go. He
felt overcome by her beauty, and her innocence. He was intensely aware
of how close they were as well as how badly he wanted to kiss her.
Just
looking at her lips he could already feel their softness. There was no
denying how much he wanted her. It was a feeling that he didn’t really
understand. What had turned his intense dislike for her into this unequivocal
lust? He couldn’t seem to help wanting to touch her, kiss every inch of
her perfect body, and make love to her endlessly.
Serena
had never been so tremendously aware of anyone before, physically or emotionally.
She had come here to discuss their relationship, but talking was currently
the furthest thing from her mind. She knew she wanted him and it was all
she wanted.
Darien
wrapped his fingers in her silky curls and brought his lips down passionately
on hers. He traced her lips with his tongue, suggesting to her that she
open her mouth to his explorations, which she did readily. Their tongues
danced together as their idle hands found work exploring each other’s bodies.
Unable
to wait much longer, and foreseeing the outcome of their explorations,
he lifted her off her feet and brought her into his bedroom. He placed
her gently on his bed and removed the shirt he had put on just moments
before. He helped her unzip her dress and removed her underwear, tossing
the clothing aside harshly as though their very presence offended him.
Once again she lay naked beneath him, her hair spread beneath her as though
each strand had been perfectly placed for his viewing pleasure.
This
time around, as he settled over her, he took the time to explore every
crevice of her curvy figure. He kissed the curve of her neck, feeling her
pulse beating fast against his lips, caressed her perfect breasts with
his mouth and hands, and made his way down to the mysteries below her flat
stomach.
Serena
gasped as she felt his mouth against her, his expert tongue tasting and
caressing her womanhood. The feelings of pleasure were so intense as to
be completely overwhelming. She wrapped her fingers in his wet hair, pressing
him to her. Darien enjoyed the undeniably sensuous taste of her on his
tongue. He felt her suddenly go still as she came against his mouth.
He
settled his body over hers once again, slowly pushing his hard length into
her. Serena wrapped her long legs around his hips bringing him deeper inside
her. Together they built up a rhythm, intensifying in pleasure as he moved
within her.
They
were both too busy enjoying the pleasures of each other’s bodies to hear
the doorbell ring. Mina, realizing the door had been unsafely left open
stepped inside, Darien’s apartment. She looked around curiously seeing
no one.
She
heard strange sounds coming from Darien’s bedroom and prepared herself
for the possibility of an intruder. In one hand she held a bag of cookies
and in the other her transformation wand. She stepped towards Darien’s
bedroom the strange sounds getting louder as she went.
As
Mina came before Darien’s doorway, she heard a woman scream and the muffled
sound of a man’s voice. Her battle honed nerves sent he racing towards
the door. What she saw caused her jaws to drop in shock.
A
man, she instantly recognized as Darien by his hair and build and the fact
that it was his bedroom in his apartment, lay completely nude between the
two long legs of a woman whose face was hidden from her by Darien’s body.
She was completely frozen as she watched Darien, still completely unaware
of her presence, roll off the body of the woman in his bed. As he moved
aside, she first blushed at his nudity before enduring further shock when
she realized that the woman was none other than Serena. She barely prevented
herself from fainting in shock.
“Mina!”
Darien yelled, suddenly aware of her presence in his doorway. He grabbed
a pillow held it in his lap to cover himself. His face instantly turned
a brilliant shade of red.
“Mina!”
Serena suddenly sat up screeching. She tried covering her breasts with
her hands before grabbing one of Darien’s pillows to cover her nude form.
“What
are you doing here?” Darien asked.
“I
uh…” Mina was in still in a state of wide-eyed shock. She stared back and
forth, first at Serena and then at Darien. Weren’t these two the same ones
who were always fighting, sharing bitter insults?How
long had they been together? And so close together at that.
“I
just came to drop these cookies off,” Mina began finding her voice again,
“and you didn’t answer your doorbell but your door was open and I thought
that maybe there was an intruder. I heard weird noises so I came in here
and…”
The
couple on the bed flushed brightly at Mina’s mention of ‘weird noises’.
“How
long have you two been keeping this secret? Are all those fights you have
just staged for our benefit? I can’t wait to tell the girls!” Mina squealed.
“This is the greatest gossip of the century!” She began giggling and chattering
endlessly. “This is soooooo romantic: a secret romance while you pretend
to be enemies!”
Serena
groaned. The last thing she wanted was for everyone to make a big deal
out of this before she and Darien had the opportunity to sort out their
own feelings.
Darien
suddenly realized that he’d once again given into his lust and made love
to the under aged girl again. It wouldn’t do to have Mina telling the world
that she’d caught the two in bed together. Being arrested for statutory
rape was not on his list of things to do in life. In addition, they wouldn’t
exactly have much of a relationship if he were locked away in a prison
cell.
He
conceded that he was being slightly paranoid. It was unlikely that the
fact that he’d made love to Serena would ever find its way to the police
unless of course her parents found out and decided to press charges. Once
again he was seized by the vision of his head on the chopping block while
her father grinned, wielding the axe as though he was born to do it.
“Mina,
please! Is it too much to ask for you to keep this one thing to yourself?”
Darien pleaded with the energetic blonde who seemed on the verge of jumping
for joy.
Mina
suddenly ceased her antics. “You can’t possibly be serious Darien! This
is the biggest news all year! How do you expect me to keep quiet about
this?” Looking intently at her, Darien was almost sure he could see tears
welling up in her big baby blue eyes at the idea that she should keep the
information to herself.
“Mina,”
Serena pleaded. “Can’t you just please not say anything for a while? We
need to work out a few things first.”
Oh
come on you guys, Can’t I tell just one person? Someone, anyone, my cat?”
She pleaded desperately.
“Mina!”
Serena began threatening to whine the girl into submission.” It must have
been the cat thing that upset her. Artemis was an even bigger gossip than
she.
Mina,
seeing the pleading look on Serena’s face and hearing a whine threatening,
finally gave in.
“Oh
alright!” She muttered, sorely disappointed. She finally had gossip worth
telling and she was being denied the opportunity.
“Could
you let us get dressed now?” Darien asked.
Mina
blushed brightly realizing for the first time that she was intruding on
the couple’s privacy. Darien did look rather amusing, naked except for
the pillow between his thighs. Serena was achieved a Venus de Milo effect
with her hands across her breasts, a barely successful venture and her
hair floating around her, and a pillow in her lap.
“Oh,
sorry. I have to go home now anyway.” She rushed out of the room and through
the front door, all the time wondering how Serena and Darien had managed
to keep up the appearance of enmity.
Serena
rolled off the bed and began putting on her clothes as Darien did the same.
When they were finally clothed. Darien simply sat on the bed and looked
at her for a while. She was standing before him, once again dressed in
her white dress. All her hair hung loose around her. For a moment she looked
too much like a little girl.
“We
need to talk.” He said simply.
“I
know,” she said softly.
“I
don’t know what keeps happening between us,” Darien began. “All I know
is I can’t stop wanting you.” He took her hands in his, rubbing her small
soft fingers. “When I make love to you, I know that I feel complete. I
feel as though I’ve known you all my life.”
She
was staring intently at his handsome face and he felt his heart breaking
inside him. “I know that I’m falling in love with you, and I know I can’t
let that happen. We can’t…” He found himself unable to say more.
She
pulled her hands from his as if she’d been bitten. She couldn’t believe
what she was hearing. She had opened herself up to him so completely, preparing
to tell him how she had fallen in love with him. She had wanted to tell
him that she had felt their souls bonding.
Her
eyes welled up with tears and she felt very angry. She refused to let him
see her cry. He was rejecting her after all. She should have known better
than to come here and put so much trust in him as to allow him to make
love to her again.
There
were many things she was tempted to say to him but she knew she wouldn’t
be able to say the words without letting him see her cry and she wouldn’t
give him the satisfaction. She turned on her heels and ran out of the apartment,
slamming the door loudly on her way out.